the anger is seething:

this may sound like a cliche but I'm gonna say it anyway: Nobody understands tis shit Im going thru.yeah I know that everyone has their problems to deal with and Im no less different. constant conflicting issues arise every now and then and Im so tired of this shit. he juz started his nagging session yet agn. and everytime I dont see the real basis behind it. everything's juz screwed up. now u noe y at times I feel there's no place to go to unwind this deadened,burdened mind. and I've juz begun to think that the black cycle is comin to haunt agn. he started it. I've swallowed too much. and I resent eatin my heart out till I die.

-killin me softly